*Thursday, August 7, 2008*
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XD well, to be honest, i set up this blog because i forgot whether i even have one. Yeah, i used to have one, but it's dead. So anyway, i officially start blogging today. Well. i am slacking but, i really feel the need to do this. I know it is rather strange to start a blog post with an apology, but this is necessary.
Well, me and my rashness. It's too late for me to change anything, and to be honest, i'm getting colder day by day. Perhaps i would be six feet in the ground by the time i graduate. I look back and think, i am really twisted, and even now, i get more and more desperate day by day, and i am dying day by day. Well, so one day, if i don't go to school, check in the orbituaries, i will be there. We used to be close, i tried to turn it around, but apparently, you don't see it, you don't feel it and so, i feel that it is a lost cause. Not blaming anyone here, just lamenting. It is okay if you don't feel anything, i won't react. Think it in a negative light all you want, i won't react. Just be sure to note that i wish you the best, and you are the light in my life.
yours sincerely,
me
well. enough of the depressing shit. let us move on to my favourite stuff.
If your hearts is always searching
Can you ever found your home?
I've been looking for that someone
I can't make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you
It's gotta be a million reasons
Why it's true
When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything is all right
When you're right here by my side
When you look me in the eyes
I can still dream to heaven
I find my paradise
This song is by the Jonas Brothers, entitled "When you look me in the eyes".
i feel that it is really meaningful, as i remember hearing the song on the movie of ARMAGEDDON. It is a sci fi film that shows a group of scientists/astronauts
trying to blow up a meteor on a crash course into Earth. It makes me feel sad when i remember seeing them die in the course of duty. Well, i will never forget what the song is trying to teach me, about always remembering that true love stays in the heart and that it transcends all borders, from dreams to death. Well, we would never forget that feeling of love, the feeling of true happiness and yes, without all these, a person would just be an empty soul.
okay, gotta go and order my coffin. Tomorrow i will post the lyrics of Natasha Beddingfield's "Pocketful of sunshine" this is one of my favourite songs.
be cool. XD
Still missing you at... 8/07/2008 07:17:00 PM
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